|ナノカが、ぬいぐるみに「重くなったら、抱っこしてあげられないからね」とくり返す。 Nanoka held stuffed animal as her little baby and explained that she would not hold when it grew up since it got heavier. That was my excuse every time she asked me.|
|「重くなって、抱っこしてもらえなくなった」ことを、憂いているのかと、思ったが、I felt that she was telling her emotion by using stuffed animal and offered her holding,|
|ぬいぐるみの前で「抱っこしようか？」は、お姉ちゃんのプライドを傷つけたようだ。but she denied the offered. It was not acceptable for grown-ups to take such an offer in front of little one.|
Nanoka got 14kg and it was too heavy to carry her with other bags. She wanted me to hold almost everyday on the way home, but I said "No, you are big girl now and mommy cannot hold. Please walk by yourself."
Sometimes she was sleepy or too tired and really tough for her to walk, but most of cases, it was impossible for me to carry and I asked her walk and she half cried and walk. I felt bad, but we had no choices.
I thought she was trying to tell her sad emotion by using animal, then I asked her if mom should hold, but she denied. It was too much guessing of mine.